Fiend

1. Meth-amphetamine compliments hit me like a drug
I'm addicted to you baby I'm an addict
But this addiction is unhealthy I'm a fiend
The adrenaline rush of your psychedelic charm
keeps me coming back for more
I can see
your white rock teeth shining
through your dull red, alluring
lips. They crush me.
I breathe in our connection like smoke entering my lungs
You leave tar in my lungs.
And stain my eyes red, only remembering
The painful prick of your unwillingness to commit


You are
Heavy on me like a depressant
but my heart races like I'm on stimulant
MDMA nights. Where you heighten my senses
The next morning I crash. Then all I'd like
is numbness

Wishing desperately for an intervention.

2. In my sober life nothing compares
to the pill popping pleasure of looking in your eyes
as a self proclaimed rehab champion
No one knows the withdraws
Ultimately
I relapse

Join Me in the Sky

Join me in the sky, won't you dance with me like
A pair of stars in a binary system
We can orbit each other all night beneath the moon
You can share my light as we pass like an eclipse
Together in the sky, shining in our own constellation
With you and I, as companions
Open space would never feel lonely
Cause I'd always feel your gravity
So won't you join me in the sky,
Join my binary system

<3

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There's something about the beauty amidst chaos
That lures you in like a finger inching you closer
The way smoke settles, the wavelike patterns about the scene
It surrounds you, this gorgeous fog that holds little innocence

And you think, there's something about the beauty amidst chaos
The way blood drips from brows
Falling down to mix with nature's intricate design
Together with leaves and grass that reflects
The morning light and grasps dearly onto dew

Honestly, there's something about the beauty amidst chaos
That changes your perspective
Like a whole pierced straight through

Yet arms clench closer than ever before
Hearts converge and spill unto each other
Breath beckons you closer

And it all makes you think twice
About the beautiful way your own blood shines,
Falling away into an endless river